Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is “figure.” Use the word “figure” any way you’d like. Have fun!
Go figure. So many ways to use that word, figure. The first thing I thought of was the figure 8. Turned on its side, it’s the sign for infinity. ∞ is what it looks like from my symbols icon panel. I bet I can find a better one. Maybe pixabay has one. Oh yeah, that was a fun little diversion from the stream.
Infinite possibilities in infinite combinations. Where does that line come from? Star Trek maybe. Sounds like something I might have read in a ST novel. Spock might have said it. Maybe I’ll look it up later. Don’t want to divert again right now.
I’m typing this on Friday morning from my home away from home in the mountains. The snow is coming down steadily as I look out my window to the balcony. It’s amazing that I’m here right now. If I could go back in time to myself in say, 1972 or 2001 which were some of my toughest times and tell myself it’s all going to be okay, better than you could imagine! I would, and I will send that message back. I’m imagining putting my arms around that lonely confused teenager and the lonely confused divorced woman many years after that and telling them, “It’s going to be okay. Better than you can even imagine! But you’re going to go through some stuff. It’s not going to be easy, but you can do it. You are strong.”
Wow, I didn’t know that was going to come out.
If you could go back in time to any point in your life, what would you tell yourself?
I’m writing this Friday morning because by grand daughter will be here this afternoon and we’re going to have a sleep over. It’s going to be wild and crazy, but also cozy with bedtimes stories. My grand dog is coming too so my son and his wife can have an out of town date night.
We brought Mary Moo with us. She’s sleeping and it’s 10:19. She’s two months from being 18 and has had some rough nights. Don’t know how much longer she’ll be with us. I read an article about what if we treat death like birth. Maybe I’ll go find it in a minute. It’s been useful in preparing for the coming death of my little mutt, Mary who is the last of our five pack. Taking care of Mary, who is deaf, mostly blind, demented, and has accidents, is like taking care of a baby. We just accept it. That has helped.
Mary Moo doesn’t make figure 8s. She makes circles that get tighter over time. She always circles to the left because of her dementia. Like the circle of life. She’s starting to stir now and I should get her up and take her out for a little walk in the snow with her old wobbly legs and circles to the left. I’ll be back here after I take her out and see if I can find that article on death and birth.
Well, she’s not quite ready to get up yet. I can understand that.
Here’s the article: What if We Treated Death Like Birth?
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March 7, 2020 at 5:02 am
That time travel question has always defeated me. If I go back to the good times I might know the bad ones that are coming. And why would I choose the bad times?
March 7, 2020 at 8:45 am
Yes. Time travel is full of questions and paradoxes. I guess I would be attempting to offer my younger self some comfort.
March 7, 2020 at 6:38 am
Loved your post JoAnna… And I have heard tell that people can travel back in time, within their minds, healing their past so their future selves will be healed from all the weight they now carry..
Love that you are getting your Granddaughter for sleep over mine comes this afternoon for a few hours with my Son… We often paint together when the weather isn’t so good..
Snow is something we’ve only had a sprinkle of… The birds are already nest building, and spring bulbs are in flower..
I went to read the article on treating death like birth.. You know on the otherside it is a bit like that.. A celebration of a homecoming… And when we view death differently we will see its far from the end.. Even though its the end within this existence.. Its the beginning of a New Adventure..
Sending thoughts to your Mary Moo…. She sounds a grand old lady who has given you lots of love over the years and your own love now shows as you nurse her in her final days… A dogs love is unconditional.. And you can see in all you write JoAnna, your own unconditional love that shines through in all you write about…
Much love your way… Enjoy your time with your granddaughter…. and the snow….
much love ❤
March 7, 2020 at 10:58 am
I agree about death being a New Adventure when we’ve done and learned what we can in this life. Thank you for all the good wishes and support! ❤ Happy Weekend!
March 7, 2020 at 5:25 pm
💕💓💕
March 7, 2020 at 8:25 am
Good job with this prompt, JoAnna. It’s funny, I went through some tough times, but I always felt things would work out. I’ve given credit for that to my grandmother (I already told that story). Her life was a total mess, and yet she maintained her faith that it would all work out. I still carry that faith with me.
Dogs are such creatures of habit. But, for all the love they give us, I guess we can accommodate them these little things. I’m about to venture out into 32 degrees an 25 mph wind to take Maddie for the “Saturday walk that must happen” or else that infinite time continuum will be altered in some mysterious way,
March 7, 2020 at 11:08 pm
Thank you for your supportive feedback, Dan. and for your dedication in protecting the integrity of the time continuum with Maddie.
March 8, 2020 at 7:08 am
🙂
March 7, 2020 at 9:49 am
If we treat death like birth it’d be amazing. What a comforting thought. We have a survivor relationship team at work that only handles passings. They recently changed their name from SRT to LOLO which stands for loss of loved ones. Doesn’t LOLO roll off the tongue like a term of endearment? A way to treat death differently. Makes me want to work there to help people in their time of need.
Enjoy the sleepover. Sounds wonderful 😊
March 7, 2020 at 11:31 pm
I love the name, LOLO. What a wonderful team to have at work. The sleepover was fun and we went to the YMCA pool today. I should be catching up on my sleep right now.
March 7, 2020 at 1:30 pm
Hope to figure out a way to avoid virus news depression. Your blog helps. Thanks
March 8, 2020 at 3:28 pm
I’m very happy to help! 🙂
March 7, 2020 at 3:16 pm
I also associate the figure 8 with the infinity sign. We humans tend to separate death and birth, but they’re both part of the infinite cycle of life on Earth. This morning, as I lay in bed before getting up, I reflected on the fact that our human bodies already come armed with microbiome for decomposing our dead bodies and returning their chemical remains to the earth.
March 8, 2020 at 4:24 pm
I didn’t know we had that microbiome within us. Very cool. I wonder if it’s destroyed during cremation. I like the idea of nourishing the earth with my remains.
March 9, 2020 at 12:42 pm
I like the idea, too. After cremation, our ashes could be returned to the earth.
March 8, 2020 at 3:12 am
Awwww … big hugs for Mary Moo. I’ve been there and done that so many times, and it’s never easy, but … they just add so much to our lives that we keep doing it over and over again. Seriously … hugs for Mary Moo, and for you, as well.
March 8, 2020 at 4:29 pm
Thank you so much for the hugs and understanding. It will be strange to be dogless. But there are the grand dogs and chances to travel. I’m sure it won’t be long before another finds our home. Hugs coming your way!
March 8, 2020 at 11:58 pm
They always have a way of finding people like you and me 😉