Our instructions for Stream of Consciousness Saturday are as follows:
…”instructions.” Write instructions for anything you know how to do. As detailed or as rambling as you’d like. Enjoy!
There are a lot of things I could write about. None of them are mechanical. I shy away from mechanical things. I will not write about technical things which I have forced myself to learn.
First vacations. Linda said she needs a vacation. While I’ve never taken a glamorous vacation or been on a cruise, I know how to take mini vacations, which in some ways are better because then you don’t need a vacation from your vacation. If you can’t get a week off, take a weekend. Until you can get the long vacation, take a day, or even 4 hours. Three might work, but, nah. 4 is a minimum. That might not seem like a vacation, but when I was a single, working mom, four hours off to do something I loved was very important. I wish I’d taken more “mental health days” when I worked in the mental health field.
Anyway, the first step is to schedule it. Well maybe you need to make arrangements for child care or pet care first, then schedule it. Write it on the calendar and put it in your phone. Put stars around it. Don’t let anything get in the way of it. This time is sacred. Plan to do something you really love or enjoy. You could take a nap, but then you might miss your mini vacation. Read a book. Put on some of your favorite music. You deserve this! Pretend you are a tourist in your own town. I read this thing once that if you have three days, pick a direction. Drive the first day, spend the second day exploring and drive home the third day. I’d rather pick a place. Something with a body or water. Be mindful of all the things around you in a beautiful place. A garden maybe would work. Not a garden you have to tend, unless you really love that.
Okay, enough of that. You get the idea.
I know how to be assertive, though sometimes I forget. The steps to assertive communication I used to teach in my groups were:
1. State the facts.
2. State your feelings.
3. Say what you want or need.
Of course you can be assertive with yourself about why you / we deserve a vacation for example:
I’ve been working x number of hours per day for x number of days per week. I feel exhausted/tired/worn out/ (whatever the feeling) and I want/need you to watch (child’s name) for
a couple two days. Be specific. If you’re talking to someone who is not a friend or who may be difficult, you can skip the feelings part, maybe even just state #3.
I know it’s not always easy, but I’m open to questions.
I was going to write about forgiveness, because I know how to be in that process which, for me, might not ever be finished. I’ll cut it short and say first I had to pray for the willingness to forgive. I focused on compassion, kindness, and gratitude for my ex husband and his spouse for about a month before I saw them at my son’s wedding. Then I went right up to my ex husband who I hadn’t seen for many years and shook his hand and introduced him to my husband. I wasn’t trying to be anything. I asked how he was and wished him and his spouse a safe trip home two days later in the parking lot….. I am convince that God was with me during these encounters, prompting me, nudging me, because I asked God to do that.
Lastly, here is how you catch a spider or other bug you don’t want to kill and take it outside.
- In advance get a clear or semi clear jar or cup with a mouth about the width of your hand.
- In advance get a stiff piece of thin, slick cardboard or thick piece of paper (I usually use junk mail) bigger than the jar or cup mouth.
- Put the jar/cup and paper/cardboard in a place you are likely to need it.
- When you see the bug you want to catch, try to make sure your back door is unlocked. Quickly place the cup/jar over the bug. (Flies are really hard.) Be careful if it’s on a window. Don’t hurt yourself. Try not to hurt the bug, but you have to be quick with some of them.
- Slowly and carefully slide the paper/thin cardboard under the cup and under the bug. Sometimes I move the jar/cup at the same time.
- Carefully carry everything to the door. I usually put the bottom of the jar on my stomach if I have to open the door.
- Once outside and at least a couple steps away from the door, let the bug go in an appropriate habitat.
- An alternative that sometimes works for small lizards is to throw and old towel or sheet on them and carefully gather it up and hope they’re in there when you carry it outside.
Here are some bugs I’ve caught and released:
Glass wing moth on a dusty lamp. The posterior end was moving back and forth like some kind of alien.
Sweet visitor in my bathroom.
Spider on bedroom the ceiling. That was a tough one.
This was on my brand new bathroom wall. No way I was gonna squash it.
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